time to spill my business on xanga! lol

well, after 3 years of being inseperatable with my roomates in bing, we have finally parted.  i now live in university plaza, which are the new buildings built by campus, off-campus.  Its a lot of money, it's possible i'll regret it later, but today, i love it.  i love having my own bathroom (its attatched to my bedroom), i love not feeling hot in the summer, and knowing i wont freeze in the winter, and no longer having apt.-related bills.  Im adjusting to this dish washer idea lol

Anyways, it does feel a little wierd when seeing jess and tati, but i hope that feeling goes away.  What ever our differences were, doesnt change a thing about how i feel about them.  I think realizing that i was gonna be a senior, shocked and woke me up.  Theres a lot of things i havnt done or experienced and thats mostly bc i got comfortable and lazy, so i had to get away from that.  I did a lot junior year, thanks to my sorority, for at first dragging me out, to then realizing yea thats why im here, and this is in terms of socially and academics.  i wasnt going out and i was doing bad in school, now i get out and i make frequent visits to the library lol.

i have a strong belief that everything really does happen for a reason.  theres a reason we hadnt signed a lease yet, or that sehada is pregnant right after my cousin's death, etc...  so i trust my decisions so far.

i hope everyone is doing ok. 

im happy.  Looking forward to my summer =D !!!!!!